March 7th, 2003

epcot

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you know what I've realized? apart from the whole bed-stabbing thing, none of the crap that happened to me is my fault. so I'll be damned if I'm going to be made to feel like it is.
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epcot

well, since someone doesn't seem to care what i do anymore...

I figure there's no harm in posting this here. This is (supposedly) the last communication I am to receive from roolet, sent in response to my posting yesterday about her little poll thingy. Way to go out holding your head up high, girl.

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I'm not going to bother offering a rebuttal, because I think it'd be like wrestling a pig, to use a Mark Twain simile. I'll end up getting dirty, and the pig'll have all the fun. This is not to say I'm calling roolet a pig. Pigheaded, maybe, but not a pig. She doesn't want to care about me anymore, fine. I'm sure in some small part I'll still give a shit about her, but I've had it with being manipulated. Too many people seem to think they can, and not only because they are allowed to , but because they seem to feel they have an obligation and a right to. Well, now I stop quietly absorbing that abuse and start putting a stop to it.
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epcot

another realization.

Yeah, I do want my friends back, but not if they're gonna walk all over me again. I am no one's door mat, and I will not tolerate any attempts to manipulate me. You don't like the way I think and do things? You want to hear my opinions, but then ignore them when you don't like what you hear? Tough. Either deal with it, or don't bother approaching me. No one changes if they don't want to. You've all shown me that, and I'm sick and tired of trying to be what you all want me to be. Either accept me as I am, or go the hell away.

*gets off his soapbox and pushes it back behind the couch*
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epcot

to Roolet.

All right, Kay. I'm letting go of you. I'll miss the meeping, though. Don't forget we did have some good times mixed in with the drama. Take care of yourself and Katrina. Make sure she still knows daddy loves his bunny.

You know, when they sent me away the first time, you told me you'd still be there when I got back.

Somehow, I doubt that now.
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